Gentle boat

out on the Lake.

The bully in my head

told me today

that I was a

‘blot on the earth’.

It is still hard

to deal with this.

I felt refuge

in the shades and pines

of Monte Baldo,

the pagan mysteries

revealing themselves

in evergreen familiars:

needles, lizards and moths.

Feeling the bodily descent

keeping adrift with

the slopes of the trees.

It’s hard.

Like the mule tracks

scrabbled and rough,

bearing heavy loads,

cut with the footholds

of gentle

more-than-human

loves,

patient, unrelenting.

The boat

with its sails

up,

pauses amongst the

tides, currents,

glimmerings and lappings.

The mountains

in their haze

hold their breath.

The flowers and crickets

sing love,

the sun

a ball of amber

gifting luscious depth,

and I do not flinch

at the sweet wasp

coveting nectar’s beer

and I am caught

by the honey river

charting its course

across the Lake

straight to me.

Sunday 31^st July 2022